Sunday, June 28, 2009

Memoirs.

the rotten mask i have to put on,
the smile i can so easily put on,
the words i declare and confess like running water,
the feelings i buried deep under,
the thoughts i pushed so far aside,
the topics i would so often shun,
the you that i discarded far far away.

a phrase that sparked off chains of thoughts and recollections,
a chance to tell it all over again,
a feeling i haven't felt for what seems like eternity,
a tear i never thought i will shed again,
a number of questions that flashed through like bullets.

i can only ask, 

who are you now?
what is your reason?
when are u coming back?
where did the you i knew went?
how did you change so fast?

deep down and under,
i love you pop,
i wished my love for you is blind.  

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