REUNION.

  how was reunion? one of the most frequent questions you've heard.

  if it went well for u, praise God!

  if it went bad for you like mine, praise God too!

  why was it bad?

  my divorced parents went for reunion too!

  my dad din breathe a word, everyone was feeling weird.

  he left the table to watch tv halfway, said he was full.

  sorta slept on the couch while watching tv.

  i finished my portion and wanted to hang around with my cousins.

  mum came in and eh he wants to go already cos of headache or stomachache.

  i went, why not u and him go first? so early only. it was 9 then.

  mum went, dun want la.

  pissed, walked out and left the house.

  boo, this is the reunion part.

 things that made it worse,

 my mum claimed that she din wanna have anything to do with him anymore.

 females are ALWAYS soft hearted.

 she paid his traffic fines today, 89 bucks. 

 i din feel very good about it.

 he probably feigned the headache and stomachache which i felt he did.

 i have to do visitations MYSELF this year. how cool is that huh?

 if it wasnt because of his selfish act.

 sometimes, just sometimes i will feel, why? just why is my dad like that.

 God... help me to forgive!

 my dad is still my dad.

 

p.s i hate cny!

NAFA 2nd SEMESTER!!

  this is the second week of school already. i still rmb the time i blogged bout the first day of sch.

this sem kinda different, maybe cause i really put in effort to write my new year resolutions. for example, not being late for school, waking up on time, not missing school, do every work on time, spend more time with my classmates and schoolmates. so far so good i can say. i haven't been late for school yet, i haven't wake up late yet, i din miss a day of school yet, i din miss a deadline, i spent lots of time with my classmates and schoolmates! good work shaun, 100%! 

  i seem to look forward to school everyday, haha i feel its a good thing la. btw i havent GAMED YET! i'm proud of myself actually. i'm determined to study hard and shine! come what may NAFA!! i'll take u on head on! here i come As!!

p.s ASHLEE, this is not philosophy and theory anymore. =p

DECISIONS.

  i guess i did messed up.

  i guess i did falter.

  i guess i got distracted.

  i guess i ppl make mistakes.

  i guess nobody is perfect.

  i guess i chose You.

  i guess i'm setting everything else aside.

  i guess i do love You more than any other thing.

  i guess i really do wanna do more.

  i guess i made up my mind.

  i guess its You i want.

  i love you, Lord.

Priority.

  the reason i can overlook, oversee and overcome is because i have my priorities right.

  

BUSY

 its really busy now in sch, 2nd sem is really tons of work. like i said, i kicked gaming, this has GOT to work out. i'm so gonna be the head and not the tail. i'll EMERGE ABOVE!!

Wrong thats right.

  We, can never have the best of both worlds. i chose "by right".

  As long as the narcissistic nature take over, it'll be alright. 

DENIM.

  Denims are nice. especially on girls.

Balance.

  I'm happy in church.

  I'm happy at home.

  I'm happy with my friends.

  I'm happy in W212.

 

But, i dun wanna mess all that up because of school work. i kicked gaming, i guess it'll work out.

 

 Gambatte shaun lee! nothing you cant conquer.

Narcissist.

 after an earthquake, the first thing i'll do is to see if my clothes and hair is in place.

                                                                                                                                           cheers!

Humans.

(yes this is random)

 Humans are never satisfied, unhappy with the happy, unhappier with the happier, seeking for thrills when its bored, seeking boredom when its too thrilling, seeking responsibility when they have none, shirking them when they have too much, getting married when they are single, getting divorced when they are married, yearns to grow up when they are young, yearns to stay young when they are grown up, slimming down when they are plump, slimming down further when they are skinny. 

                                                                                                                                                                                              

                                                                                                                                               A human's life.