The way it should have been, all along.


an answer i can only refer it , absurd. what more can i say. i did my part, i've no regrets.

i will never look back.




Don't bother me, with anything.
I rule my world.

11th December.

a date i always anticipated, now for new reasons.
i just can't wait, Bring it on National Service!
SHAVE MY HEAD.

swallow the ego,
shave my pride.

Home.

Definitely, a home and a house are two separate things or, situations rather. a house is somewhere you go back too, to rest or relax. a home is place where you know no matter how bad sometimes life can be, its a place you know you are able to find the help that you need and a sense of belonging. i used to have a home, then it became a house then it remained a house. as of today, its 15th august on the lunar calender. 20 years ago, on this very day, my mum got married to my dad. 20 years later, its just a day to think back on how foolish a person can get. what can we say or do when things are already like that? suck it up and move on i guess. its been 3 years since that incident, a joy ride it has been. me and my mum has been given freedom? lol we've been going out more than before, drinking more than before, smoking more than before, putting tattoos more than before ( ok only 1 la), spending more than before. we only have each other and only each other, nobody to protect, to provide and to decide for us, whether we live or die, its up to us.

Again definitely, we're still alive and having a stable life. kinda rough week i had, been thinking alot. my petite other half has also been talking alot of sense to me, like my mum working so hard and studying so hard just to earn that money and i'm spending it as if we're loaded. it struck me hard, i'm sure i realised how much of a brat i was. ahhh so i did some sorting out and decided yea its just time to do something bout it.

Then again definitely, my petite other half has been a big help and support to me. i'm just so thankful for her, being patient and sometimes tolerating my bad habits. thank GOD with all my heart. my mum and her has been getting along smoothly also. crazy mum gave her shoes but told me to take a dollar from her because of the superstition, but i charged 50cents instead, and mummy also thought of buying a bag for her. haha what a lovely sight. PRAISE GOD!

Family @ wedding dinner
this is HOME.

me & smexy anti-aging mum.
psst, she doesn't use skin products!!

me and petite other half.
STOP DRINKING BABE!

So life has been great, and funky. happy and contented with the little things i have. looking forward to the future and definitely i wouldn't want to end up in his* shoes. heh live life, love life. ciao~

OHOHOHOH, i forgot. for girls who love shopping and guys who love to splurge and spoil your girls. please come down to the shop my mum's helping out at, i guarantee you they have good and IN stuff. believe me, i was a fashion student and still a fashion lover.

here are some sneak pics of their new stock :

this is not for sale,
just what the lady boss bought for her.
i mean dangg, she has good taste right?
super cool one of a kind skull bag.

another bag that my mum got from the shop,
super cool, black simple yet studded.
WILD~~

THANKS FOR READING.
IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHERE IS THE SHOP, ASK ME.
EMAIL ME @ haruko-kaito@hotmail.com

bye.

Family Guy!

did things that are out of the norm, for me especially.

1st, we baked a cheesecake! SUPER COOL. its a joy to see how different items can be combined into something.
unique experience for me. well its edible, but definitely needs improvement xD. my ever crazy wild joyful beautiful girlfriend came over and we stayed in the kitchen for hours! super tasking but worth it! especially when my mum got to see her for the first time. haha she's ok with her, even asked her along for my cousin's wedding dinner next wednesday! SWEET. thank God.

2nd, i washed all the dishes and utensils, instruments, equipments, tools or whatever you call it after baking, the baking bowl and everything. i somehow feel happy by doing so, making sure every cm of it is cleaned up. so not shaun lee, but i guess its just another side i dont get to see even. lol.

3rd, been sleeping earlier and waking up earlier. man this is new to me, usually i sleep when the sun is up and wake up when the sun is down but lately. i'm a normal earthling! no more martian lifestyle!

ahhh.. life has been great so far, still chasing that dumb boss for my pay, worked from july 5th to 14th and i havent seen 1 cent of my pay. kinda cool. should check out MOM websites soon ;x.

really thank God for that ever crazy forever in thought petite sweet smiling girl standing beside me all the way. she's everything i prayed for in the past. i've changed pretty much ever since i'm with her, well maybe only she knows but yeah! going strong, hoping one day we will serve the Lord together.

Lets go babe!
To Eternity & Beyond!! ;D

Update!!

i know you guys are brainwashed already to knowing that i have a tattoo, its been there for almost a month already. cos my dumb browser has some problems so i can't really blog, but PTL now its back!

first of all, as of 23/08/09 I AM OFFICIALLY ATTACHED TO MISS FLORA CHENG XINYI.

dam of cos i'm happy!

we gone through crap, still going through crap and definitely still gonna go through crap in future, come what may, our trust is in God. i'm happy, seriously happy. life's still good after all!

i've been praying and praying for a change in my life, the kicking of habits, the pure relationship, the spiritual disciplines. super cool man, i'm so gonna get that book by pst phil! right babe?

next up, i got this super afro wig over my brain. believe it or not, got it permed for free at home by my lovely mum. i've been getting alot of attention, some good some bad tho. but yea i don't care, i'm still the same shaun lee just with the afro hair. been doing alittle bit more than i was in the past 5 months, its cool, planning for upcoming cg outreach and many more little little stuff. but dang you bet i'm happy, i love the little things.

i'm climbing higher

i'm jumping further

i'm praying harder

i'm getting better!

Ps, SA she's your da sao.

stay tuned for THE meeting.

TATTOO.

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cross = jesus, duh.

23 = my favorite number,

things that are impt to me,

eg. my mum.

her bday is on the 23rd of dec.

a sexier pose of shaun lee...

what can i say? sexy me.

THATS ALL.

THANK YOU.

PRAISE GOD.

LOVE YOU.

Love.

teach me how to love and not ask for anything in return, please Lord.