the past 3 weeks has been a roller-coaster ride. there were happy, sad, angry, fun crazy and lovely moments. i know and i know, that i found the one and each time i can meet her. its like giving a kid sweets, the kind of happiness and content that i felt. i can safely say, i never felt like this before. after knowing what you been through, i became more determined to want to take care of you. i realized the importance of you in my life. yes some may say its short, but i say it's all planned. never did we expect it to be you and me. lol its simply wonderful how God works. like i said before, if i never wanted to go long term, i would have stopped halfway. like fiona said too, if you never love that person, you won't even feel the pain.
another point is, shaun lee is not someone who shows you the other sides of me. but the fact that i did meant you're someone different, someone special. motivated, inspired and encouraged by you i definitely am. carrot cake of love, is a thing to remember. the tears i shed in front of you is another. the next 3 months, a test of time. i just cant wait for it to come, a relationship that is righteous and pure before the eyes of the Lord and his ppl. when i tell you, you're my rib, let me be the guy, i'll be there, it was from the heart of hearts. i manipulated countless ppl to get what i wanted before, likewise i also manipulated you, but not with fear, guilt or hatred. but with love and purest of love.
i love you, girl.
O lord O lord,
i kneel before your throne,
i ask of your strength,
i ask of you to teach me,
to teach me how to love,
so unconditionally,
i know i wavered,
but now i'm back,
stronger and better.
i love you Lord.
amen.
who you are, not what you did.
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