HOLIDAYS!!

  yay! its almost holidays now, two straight weeks of break, 3 - 4 classes somewhere somedays but its sufficient. finding time to just lie down and watch the clouds go by is super hard. wednesday was my last deadline for major works this term. it was a work that was supposed to be done over a period of 7 weeks. knowing me, i have to wait till the last min, like wednesday = deadline, tuesday = work. fortunately, incredibly, miraculously, supernaturally, i made it, not alone but with two wacky guys whom i address them one as a nerd and the other as an idiot, YES its hikaru and edo! 

  a super huge kudos to them for spending their time with me at potong pasir mac and coffeeshop, without them i'll not be able to make it happen. i was counting down the hours to deadline, it was horrid. i hated the feeling but am enjoying right now. do well or not well, i dun really care. i did my best in that night. i went to school handed it in, lunched, cabbed home and slept at 4pm, woke up at 8am. a flat 16 hours sleep. i was counting, around 1.5 litre red bull consumed that day, maybe a ton of caffine. i made it, or WE made it. thanks guys, its you guys that make the impossible seem so easy with me, not forgetting YOU. thanks Lord, for strength and everything that happened so far.

P.S sorry lionel, i din put your name down, cos you just sticked around for awhile and confused me with your introduction. i suddenly hate japs. ;p

SHAUN LEE.

(dun be disgusted by me)

  hi, this is self-introductory. I'm going to be 19 this 11th DEC. I'm in NAFA year 1 now. I'm a Narcissist for sure. some say its psychological disorder but who cares, i praise myself without me knowing sometimes, it seems so natural (no kidding). i like burberry cos i dunno why, maybe i like checks. I'm a badass with good intentions. i dunno how to change this part, but like what my closest friends say, it's me. so i guess it cannot be changed, sorta trademark. I'm straightforward, i use harsh words and am hypercritical.

 i observe how ppl observe others observe. so I'm hard to be lied to, i can be over-sensitive sometimes. I'm very manipulative, i can get anything i want through manipulation, disgusting but true. i'm a drop dead lazy person, every girl I'm interested in, i will compare her not with the hottest chick i know but with myself. weird and high expectations i have but it keeps me from being attached. my mum is my mother and best friend, she's the funkiest mum ever. I'm the funkiest son ever. 

  sometimes its always bout me, myself and I that i forget the people around me. my friends understand me the best, if you hear the good intentions through the harsh words, congrats, you do know me well. I'm never a cheesy and gentle person, its just not me. to be honest, things that really motivate me in life is, image, fame, recognition , mother and adrenaline rush. lol bye.

P.S OH, OH , I FORGOT!! I'M STILL FREE THIS VDAY. ;d

BURBERRY!

  i got a Burberry polo tee from my classmate for belated xmas, birthday and advanced Vday!

 

  i feel gooooood. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

  :D:D:D:D:D!!!11!!111111!!!!1

  thanks ws! rock on =p

WALKING THE TALK.

"i will never backslide" , " i will never give up", " no matter what, i'll stay".

  simple sentences i said, yet so difficult to do.

  i wanted time on my own.

  i wanted to buck up.

  i wanted to score As.

  i wanted to make my mum happy.

  i wanted to do whatever i like.

  i wanted to get higher than 0.55 GPA. 

  i wanted no responsibilities.

  i wanted to leave.

  then again,

  i wanted friends.

  i wanted family.

  i wanted them.

  i wanted love.

  i wanted W212.

  i wanted Him.

  

  so,

  i'm coming back.

  i'm starting all over.

  i'm gonna change.

  i'm gonna persevere.

  i'm sorry.

  i'm happy.

  i'm thankful.

  thank you for standing beside me during this time.

  just when i thought no one cared, you guys proved me wrong.

  thank you for your tears. love and care.

  lets go new W212~!

p.s you have to have a near death experience to know how to cherish the life you once had.

VALENTINE!

  yep, its the next big thing.

p.s i'm free!