PURPOSE.

 The year is ending in 4 days. we will proceed to a whole new start, how exciting. the new challenges we will face, the new people that we'll meet, the new experiences we will have. exciting isn't it?

 i'm thinking alot this days, the past 361 days. what i've done, who i've influenced, who i've helped, how an angel i've been or how a jerk i've been. indeed this year has been a roller-coaster ride for me, seeing my parents' relationship got from bad to worse and from worse to worst, getting out from my lowest point, trying my best to fight the temptations to use ways as short cuts to numb the pain in my heart. i also remembered the time i became a connect group leader, the time when jared told me and darwin to start doing more, the new friendships i made, the time i found out i was good at sewing(lol), there were good times and bad times but ultimately i came out of it stronger, better.

 Definitely, i don't wanna stop here just yet. i know there's still more in store, i know there's lots of room for improvement. God oh God, i pray you never stop moulding me, i pray you never stop using me, for the little things and for the big things, i know there are times where i'm slack and lazy but its high time to change.

 2009, the best year yet!

SCARED!!!!

After reading D's blog, i think i wouldn't dare to mention the phrase smashing of cakes in front of her again. 

P.S hey D, i was just kidding. you sounded SCARY. LOL

*Smexy Me.

  Pasta de Waraku, good FOOD! haha was out with D, darwin, edo, hikaru, han yong, fiona and the supposedly going GWEN(but was busy). we started off with dinner, ate ate ate ALOT. i was always asking them what were they gonna surprise me with. i was always trying to figure out their next move, it was funny really. then hikaru went to the toilet, i followed. when i was done, he was already gone, i went back to the seat and sat down, thats when they got me.

  The waiter brought the cake in front of me and they celebrated my bday. it was a surprise, surprisingly, they gave me a bottle of corona extra. i was like wow, what a gift. then after they gave me a belt from messy with a japanese buckle. then i found out they still have gifts, so when we billed and left the place, edo passed me a bag and inside was a T shirt from Queen's couture! thanks DEB! when i tot it was all over, hikaru came and pass me a fossil watch with metallic strap!! even cooler la. i was indeed surprised but the presents, i was really very happy that they really took the effort to plan this whole thing out for me.

  i was also really encouraged by the messages that were sent to me, they really told me how impt i was and how i influenced ppl. thanks again guys, i also wanna thank God! without him is without this family, without him is without this wonderful group of friends! 

  this year, i wish to be more disciplined, to be more focused, to be more responsible, to be more mature in my thinking, to love God more, to love people more and to grow TALLER. its been wonderful to see myself changing so much in this past 3 years in church and definitely, its the love of God and people that changed me!

 

 thanks hikaru, edo , darwin and FREDDY. life will never be quiet with you. thanks gwen, fiona and D! life is never interesting without u girls. u are definitely my best SISTERS! not forgetting Jared, who always never fails to be there for me through thick or thin, thank you.

P.S i'm really ok with belated gifts, once again, i dun mind branded still. LOL :D

*smexy = sexy

Wishlist.

i love Surprises, so..

top - S

waist 28-30

feet - 8

colours - red, black & white

i dun wear necklaces. THANKS. :D

P.S i dun mind branded. LOL

IT IS NEAR.

 i'm excited that it is near, im happy that it is near. callsmstagmsnfloodblesslove me on that day.

what it is? 

read somewhere in the About Me section

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