Ghost of W212.

  yes its me, i'm the ghost of W212. why so? cos i'm the pioneer of the pioneer(excluding eric sim). i've seen so many left, so many coming in, so many rising up, so many leaving the church. from single to attached, from attached to engaged and to married (ok only 1). 

it was so fun, it is still fun, and it will always be fun. i still rmb the first batch, garvin, yi chao, yi run, willabelle, santy, to the shing, david, timo chan, tian yi, not forgetting ruo yang, to the now debbie, sher, kenneth, jason, flora, pierson, brandon, joel and lionel. definitely also the 8 notorious SA guys. the so many faces and phases of W212. 

its just true that we have awesome fellowship, thats why we're so bonded and even when we see each other we still remind each other of the past. what's gonna happen this time round, god knows. i'm anxious still. will those i hold dear to me go? or will i the ghost go? lol i cant wait to find out.

stay tuned for more.

HOLIDAYS!!

  yay! its almost holidays now, two straight weeks of break, 3 - 4 classes somewhere somedays but its sufficient. finding time to just lie down and watch the clouds go by is super hard. wednesday was my last deadline for major works this term. it was a work that was supposed to be done over a period of 7 weeks. knowing me, i have to wait till the last min, like wednesday = deadline, tuesday = work. fortunately, incredibly, miraculously, supernaturally, i made it, not alone but with two wacky guys whom i address them one as a nerd and the other as an idiot, YES its hikaru and edo! 

  a super huge kudos to them for spending their time with me at potong pasir mac and coffeeshop, without them i'll not be able to make it happen. i was counting down the hours to deadline, it was horrid. i hated the feeling but am enjoying right now. do well or not well, i dun really care. i did my best in that night. i went to school handed it in, lunched, cabbed home and slept at 4pm, woke up at 8am. a flat 16 hours sleep. i was counting, around 1.5 litre red bull consumed that day, maybe a ton of caffine. i made it, or WE made it. thanks guys, its you guys that make the impossible seem so easy with me, not forgetting YOU. thanks Lord, for strength and everything that happened so far.

P.S sorry lionel, i din put your name down, cos you just sticked around for awhile and confused me with your introduction. i suddenly hate japs. ;p

WALKING THE TALK.

"i will never backslide" , " i will never give up", " no matter what, i'll stay".

  simple sentences i said, yet so difficult to do.

  i wanted time on my own.

  i wanted to buck up.

  i wanted to score As.

  i wanted to make my mum happy.

  i wanted to do whatever i like.

  i wanted to get higher than 0.55 GPA. 

  i wanted no responsibilities.

  i wanted to leave.

  then again,

  i wanted friends.

  i wanted family.

  i wanted them.

  i wanted love.

  i wanted W212.

  i wanted Him.

  

  so,

  i'm coming back.

  i'm starting all over.

  i'm gonna change.

  i'm gonna persevere.

  i'm sorry.

  i'm happy.

  i'm thankful.

  thank you for standing beside me during this time.

  just when i thought no one cared, you guys proved me wrong.

  thank you for your tears. love and care.

  lets go new W212~!

p.s you have to have a near death experience to know how to cherish the life you once had.

Be The ONE.

  If more initiatives are taken, more people will be at ease.

  If more boldness is shown, more people will be at ease.

  If more faithfulness is shown, more people will be at ease.

  If more accountability is shown, more people will be at ease.

  If more teachability is shown, more people will be at ease.

  If you are the one who stepped out, only you will not be at ease.

  Why not be the ONE?

The Reason.

My school is starting at 9 tomorrow. It stretches all the way till 6pm, first day and its so tiring. why am i still blogging at this time and not yet asleep is cos i just woke up, i slept at 4pm. so i just had my 8 hours of beauty sleep.

Bear with me, i have LOTS AND LOTS to tell.

Thinking of school tomorrow keeps me excited and i'm looking forward to be knowing new people and learning new stuffs! What's more exciting is after cell group on friday. it was a big cell group after a long time, we had praise, testimony, games and catering services! it was really good food, we had tofu, curry chicken, sweet & sour fish, bobo cha cha and many more!! there were many people there, many of them are Joel and Eric's friends. we had fun praising God and Yours Truly was the one saying my testimony, telling them bout how my gaming addiction used to take control over me and how i broke through from it. i was nervous and by God's grace i pulled it off and i believed i've impacted some hearts.

The games! Connect Groups Leaders are supposed to take it, my game was called " We name it, You have it!". it's like a scavenger hunt, it was really funny and everyone had lots of fun. the rest of the games were really interesting too, it showed our creativity in planning games. btw if some of u don't know, i was promoted to a connect group leader 3 weeks back!! PTL! PTL! i was really happy about it, to be able to help out in cg and to do more, tiring and stressful but worth it. after 2 yrs 6 months of attending the same cg, the same church then i begin to realize, hey i am like a pioneer in W212 man. i should be doing more, i shouldn't be slacking behind anymore. i believed its when i told God i wanna move on and prayed, fasted bout it and the breakthrough came. i started reading the Word more, fasting more, praying more, organize prayer meetings more. i decided to do all these because God told me that nothing is ever too late, even sometimes when we feel what we did is too much and we won't expect people to forgive us, his grace is sufficient for us amen!

I'm really thankful for W212, as i lay on my bed on friday night. i thought of all the fun times we had together. the different groups of people we have before in W212, we had our fun times and our stories to tell. Here are some Photos of old W212 and present W212 :

Not forgetting our all time favourite, my one and only CGL, JARED LIM!

We as a cell group, really went through alot together. Even if we go through harsh times, we would end STRONGER and CLOSER. W212 is not just made up of one Jared, a few people, or just the SA guys, but every one member counts. everyone plays a part, if 1 or 2 members isn't around, there is definitely a DIFFERENCE!. Thinking back, there were times i felt like giving up on God and just have time for myself and live only for myself, but every time i think of the times we had together, how God brought us all together, the goodness of Him and the Cg. i would persevere and press on and when i fall in love with God all over again, i knew i didn't make the wrong decision. the kingdom of God has too many things that the world can never give u, therefore to me, there is no reason for me to ever step out of his presence.

With this i'll end, that No one is ever anywhere by chance, everything was already planned before the foundations of this world, but the choice is yours for the making. See you soon! :)