Blindeh

Love.

Vday! a day to envy! i never ever celebrated this day with someone before, always wanted to but never did i once spent this special day with someone special.

to LOVE is hard, to say that you love someone is hard too. cos Love is a fucking strong word.

we, or rather some people tend to use the word Love so easily. when its just mere infatuation, attraction, a fond of or just an interest, ppl are already saying i love her/him. which is simply absurd. can't help to say and blog bout this, disgusts me when i see stuf like that, especially on twitter. to make clear, the "love" i'm talking about is the boy like girl kinda love, not the take care man love ya kinda love.

i dunno why i wanna blog about this either, maybe cause i'm bored? or just jealous of the happy couples that roam the streets i saw this bookout that i have to rant it all on this url page that reserved rights for me to. or both. whichever way i don't care, just how i feel about stuff i constantly see and read.

some updates bout me, i'm in the ARMY, which is known as national service(NS) that we, as singaporean men are left with no choice but to serve these two years unless you're a retard, literally. since we can't run from NS, i suggest we make the best out of it, experience everything there is to and stretch your mental and physical limits, not forgetting coming out of this hell hole, a true MAN.

i enlisted on the 11th december 2009 which falls on the same day as my birthday unfortunately. i went in with really lousy physical fitness, can't really run and never ever do sports in the past 5-10 years. my first 2.4km run i did a 14.44, which was crap of course. everything was crappy, had to adapt to the surroundings, the routine life that never ever change, the sucking it up attitude which we have to have, the harsh training that never ceases and of cos the fuckloads of responsibilities that we have. awesome thing bout humans is our ability to adapt, and so i did.

today i'm proud to say, i did adapt and i adapted well enough. my ippt went from a fail to a pass and to a silver. my 2.4km run now decreased to a 10.57 which i think is pretty not bad for me, adding the fact i smoke. and on 9th feb we had our weapon presentation at the marina barrage, it was only then i had known i was my platoon's best soldier. i had no idea how i got it but i guess i got it. No. 1 out of 24. i'm happy, but i'm not gonna stop here, i'll jump higher, i'll run faster, i'll go further, i'll reach the skies and definitely i'll be the best if not better.

for without You,

i was, am and will be,

nothing.

thank You for your grace.