The Test of TIME.

  we're taking it slow, nice and steady. lets go girl!

P.S just to clarify, my previous post meant that i was transferring out, i exaggerated it.

Highway to Hell.

 i said stay tuned the previous time, the ghost got busted by the ghost buster. i'm out. no more W212. boom!

the thing i can never quite get it, douchebags.

Ghost of W212.

  yes its me, i'm the ghost of W212. why so? cos i'm the pioneer of the pioneer(excluding eric sim). i've seen so many left, so many coming in, so many rising up, so many leaving the church. from single to attached, from attached to engaged and to married (ok only 1). 

it was so fun, it is still fun, and it will always be fun. i still rmb the first batch, garvin, yi chao, yi run, willabelle, santy, to the shing, david, timo chan, tian yi, not forgetting ruo yang, to the now debbie, sher, kenneth, jason, flora, pierson, brandon, joel and lionel. definitely also the 8 notorious SA guys. the so many faces and phases of W212. 

its just true that we have awesome fellowship, thats why we're so bonded and even when we see each other we still remind each other of the past. what's gonna happen this time round, god knows. i'm anxious still. will those i hold dear to me go? or will i the ghost go? lol i cant wait to find out.

stay tuned for more.

God's Toy.

  why God's Toy?

  

  sometimes, i feel God is toying with my life. the tough decisions that haunt u everyday, the not so perfect family situation. made me fairly smart but pathetically lazy. putting things in my life that seem reachable yet unreachable. showing me signs but not answering me why. letting me wait for my desires till kingdom comes. 

oh my God.. i really have no complaints even if im being toyed by you. lol sadistic maybe, but it makes life not so blunt i guess. 

no matter what, i am what i am today. the notorious, the no-lifer, the "leader" of a pack, the uprooted tree, the spoilt brat, the lazy crap, the happy go lucky, the psychotic, the toy of God. 

heh love you God. :D

Granite.

 i have been alive for 18 years, 3 months and 28 days , 3 hrs and 21mins when i typed this. 

have i been happy? yes of cos.

have i been sad? yes of cos.

have i met not so perfect people? all the time.

i have a total of 7 close friends, only 5 i can call them my "bestest".

who goes through the most shit in life? that'll be me.

then again being grinded by all that shit made me tougher in certain ways.

people that are closest to me do the most damage.

but well, i'm glad it all happened to me. PTL.

cos without these shits in my life, i won't be who i am.

a hardened heart, a heart of granite

 emotionally immune.

DILEMMA.

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i've never been so negative. where is the optimist i know? 

i need the mighty man.