Today i was out with my uncle and cousins (16,17,19) at orchard road, we had dinner at a japanese restaurant at cuppage plaza. it was delicious, partly cause it was JAPANESE and i'm in love with jap stuff.
Then we went shopping, we went centrepoint and heeren. at heeren, my uncle strongly persuaded(i'm not kidding, he was like buy ah this one looks nice. buy buy buy)16 to buy a fossil bag -.-, he unwillingly accepted it. then we went into tough jeans smith, my uncle went hey this belt is nice, got it for 19. then 19 was looking at wallets and my uncle strongly persuaded him to buy a purse for his gf, my aunt hung a bag on 19's shoulder and told him it looked great. again, partially unwillingly accepted it. 17 went into adidas, he was the sportiest so he got the latest pair of street scoccer shoes F5.
My uncle also asked me if i wanted a watch a few times when we were at centrepoint, fossil and tough. but i rejected, there were emporio armani ones and all but didn't look appealing to me, well i am picky when it comes to shopping.
Then he fetched me back, i was back in my humble temporary home. i thought to myself, wow what an experience, forced shopping. i wouldn't mind something like that. who wouldn't minding being rich, buying anything out there that catches their eye.
Back to my family, i can never afford the diamonds and pearls and Labels but one thing i can afford and that's treating my mum the best i know how. frankly she's all i have left and vice versa, i really only have a wish and that's for her to go to church with me, loving and serving the same God i'm loving and serving.
Cause you'll never know what will happen tomorrow, like how lehman brothers collapsed overnight. suddenly i feel, almost 18yrs of existence in this world, have the things i've done made an impact, inspired anyone, been a good testimony at home or glorified God in everything i do? help me o lord, change me o lord, mould me, teach me, use me, again.
