Christmas.

it's a dull one this year, nobody to spend time with. nothing seems like christmas, everything seems like nothing. if i know it'd be like that, i would rather not book out. i figured my only fear is loneliness. FML.

happy birthday jesus.

11th december 2009.

the day i turn 19 and the day i embark on my army life. i know its not gonna be easy. but ya like its part of life for a singaporean male. its gonna be 2 years, i'm gonna miss my family especially my mum and grandma, my friends, my GUYS, my guys' girls, close girl-friends like swee, fiona, peilin and GWEN. my cellgroup members, my cellgroup leaders and everyone that i know personally but is not mentioned here. i'm scared, excited yet sad. hope it'll be a breeze. special ppl to thank!

first of all, CHX!

dude, you're really the man running the show for me. help me plan this help me plan, plan for my birthday and everything. you're someone really close to my heart, tho recently little bit of i would say "misunderstandings" but ya, if u trust me. know that i have your interests at heart. even tho i'm a B, but ya all i can say is trust me.

DS!

fatty sim, i love you. you hear my every problem and gives me from a perspective i dont see from my angle. its great to have you around cos you light up the atmosphere and its really great to see u happy now. but please, if u see our footprints on that road, flee from it. you know what i mean..

FHY!

freddy! the one that amongst them most similar to me, its good to be like me, but learn the good stuff if possible. its good to have someone who's always clear headed about things and i really thank you for being the one that's most burdened for our spiritual lives. appreciate it.

EDOMANDO!

the man behind the scenes, the andrew that helps the peter. i admire your humility and undying spirit, you dont usually say no to favours. thats the best part about you, frankly its super good to know that you're a leader for this camp. you heard lots of shit from us over the years, you have what it takes to shine and do well, dont for once think of giving up. if there's one person who definitely can do anything amongst us, that person is YOU.

JC!

you excel in everything you do, that is the truth - prodigy. there's nothing u can't catch up with others, its really great to have u in the clique. cos frankly anything that comes to the physical, we have no fear cos we have u. just tune down your loud hailer, perfect.

YG!

this name is ancient, but you are the guy who knows everything single detail that happened in my life. like i said, if there's a need for my biography, you're the one who can write it best. cos ya you're like a spectator of us and especially me. just quit that.

AFRED!

you're the latest addition to the family, i really thank you so much for availing yourself for our dinners and the surprise ytd. even you have your test on the next day its still so good of you to come. i love you man. anything from now just ask us, AWAL also go. LOL JOKING.

JARED!

jared, i always say things from my heart to you. you're my first leader and no matter what i'll still respect you not cos you're just a leader but you really earned my utmost respect. i really learned alot in the past few years when i was helping you and sometimes i really got so inspired by you, i still rmb when you telling me you were tearing while msn-ing me, i got so touched and changed my perspective of you since then. thank you so much Jared. thank you for everything.

Cicilia

CC!! im so happy you came down to surprise me!! like i know u stay so far but u still made the effort to surprise me and i was inspired by you alot. knowing you have major exams and you still make time calling us and praying with us. showing us that shining for God and doing your own stuff is definitely possible. thanks CC!

GWENDOTAN

GIRL-FRIEND!! hahhaha i thank you soooo much too. the fact that you came down and surprise me with the guys, i know you're super tired cos of the camp and being a leader is tiring. i so appreciate it. and your dream of being a team leader came true! shine for GOD HOLY GWEN!!

sweeeeee.

my special friend! somehow i think we click cos we're of the same surname. but whatever, i'm so happy we got to know in CHEC. like ever since then you're always been a SA guy. hahahah i really enjoy hanging out and spending time with you always. please protect yourself and take good care of your weak body, go to school, drink water and dont smile too wide and and 10 11 11 12 11 12 10!! ok i sound like your mum, again.

LAST OF ALL, A BIG THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE THAT CAME TO SURPRISE ME!!

i'm seriously outta time, thanks kenneth, dannon, peilin and fiona! you guys are just great.

i'll see everyone in a week or so, i'll still be on twitter, so do tweet me.