my favourite past time, think. i always wondered why we humans are brought into this mess? why am i stuck in this self-centered, arrogant, narcissistic organism called shaun lee. why am i seeing what i'm seeing? after much thought, each time i come up with the same conclusion, i am not brought into this mess to live in it. there must be something else to this, life is not all just about studies, results, expectations and finances. just what is it that i'm here, i feel that i am here for a reason. it just feels that i was someone great before, i'm here to accomplish something.
i'm always questioning myself, so this is it? you're gonna live life like this? doing this everyday, then i'll feel that this is not the thing i'm supposed to do. just a thought tho. i guess the only one who can answer me is the origin of this world. but we're more distant than ever before, when i look at the same moon as i talk to Him, i still wonder if He's still listening.
i kinda detest this society we live in, everything is so based on results and certificates. we are forced to throw our passion away sometimes. no matter what you're interested in, some people just wouldnt be interested in what you're interested. criticism and persecution will come, so then will u still chase ur passion and be the first person to ever make it or just play it safe? lol your hands create your future.
P.S good bye NAFA, hello SIM!
*ningen refers to "humans" in japanese
